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i feel like screaming

Tue Nov 10, 2009, 8:20 AM
and I'm confused as fuck. I'm frustrated as fuck.

I don't fucking understand if he doesn't want to hang out with me, then why keep on making plans with me. we were suppose to hang out yesterday and then somehow his friends asked if he wanted to go to Nags Head and he just went without even saying hey let's try tomorrow. he keeps on bullshitting me so why don't just let his ass go. Yeah that wasn't the first time he did that to me. Last thursday he wanted to hang out with me, but at 11 o'clock at night. do you know how frustrating and how that makes me look? It makes me look like a midnight fuck. Sex is not worth my time. At all, and UGH!

:[

I hate the fact that i only feel this way for guys that treat me like shit. it isn't fair :[

and the guy problem is not the only problem. My mom is continuely trying to kick me out. she'll defend her precious sons but she can't fucking stand her only god damn daughter. she's alway trying to kick me out, always trying to get me to leave.

i'm tempted to run away. just literally pack all my shit and go. :(

  • Mood: Miserable

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You should scream if you feel like it. Holding it back is bad...

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"If it weren't for our emotions, reason wouldn't exist at all"- Jonah Lehrer, How we decide.
:iconlillianseth:
no i just want to fucking cry! Ugh

its annoying as hell
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Do it. It'll probably make you feel better.

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"If it weren't for our emotions, reason wouldn't exist at all"- Jonah Lehrer, How we decide.
:iconlillianseth:
i did yesterday and the day before that.

its not just the guy its a lot more things besides that
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Care to share?

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"If it weren't for our emotions, reason wouldn't exist at all"- Jonah Lehrer, How we decide.
:iconlillianseth:
i updated my journal :(
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I see.

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"If it weren't for our emotions, reason wouldn't exist at all"- Jonah Lehrer, How we decide.
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Your mother is not a very supportive person, is she?

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"If it weren't for our emotions, reason wouldn't exist at all"- Jonah Lehrer, How we decide.

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