i do too, but sometimes it gets serious.

Things haven't been going to well at my house and well. shit.

yesterday wasn't as bad as the first time. but i regretted not going through with suicide. which is a stupid thing to regret. and ha, my friend mitch chewed me out, saying that i should have never thought about that. and my other friend Kayla, said that she would never forgive me if i did. but the thing is, i would be dead.

and if i finished the job back then... only two people probably would've missed me. and none of you guys would have known me, so what's the harm?

idk

but the first time was so bad.

like, it just sucks and you look at yourself, i didn't finish the job why??

and yesterday night. just sucked. but it may turn out good, all my friends thinks so.. but whatever...